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2009-12-05T12:57:00.001+08:00

Dear lovelies ,

Ive moved here . Catch me here .
Much loves ; ♥

am i that person now ?

2009-12-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

"Sometimes you gotta get fucked up to feel sober, cry to see clear and fall down a hundred times before you learn to pick yourself up again. "

Am i that person now?

2009-11-30T13:41:00.001+08:00

''You think you're not pretty, there's always someone uglier. You want more money, people are in poverty. You want a boyfriend, someone doesn't even have parents. You're hungry, a child is starving. You want to go to the mall, someone is looking for anything they can wear just to stay warm. You're chilly, others are frozen. You just want to die, most people want to live.

So don't waste your time on things that you think you want because there is always someone out there who needs it much more that you could ever possibly know''.

can i say aawwww ?

2009-11-30T13:21:00.002+08:00

Girl: Your new girlfriend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart)
Boy: Yeah, she is. (But you’re still the most beautiful girl I know)
Girl: I heard she’s funny and amazing. (All the stuff I wasn’t)
Boy: She sure is. (But she’s nothing compared to you)
Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now. (Like how you knew just about everything about me)
Boy: Only the stuff that counts. (I can’t even remember the stuff she tells me when I think of you)
Girl: Well, I hope you guys last. (Because we never did)
Boy: I hope we do too. (Whatever happened to me & you?)
Girl: Well I got to go. (Before I start to cry)
Boy: Yeah me too. (I hope you don’t cry)
Girl: Bye. (I still love you)
Boy: Later. (I never stopped)

grrrrrr!

2009-11-30T12:47:00.005+08:00

I have been MIA-ing myslef from the world . My holidays are full with boyfriend only . I know yguys will be thinking , "omg, hidayah is so crazy of her own dude . " =.="! gold please , so what ? haha . Ive not been contacting any of my friends , which includes bestfriend and Krisha . Not meeting my girls and my other friends . But yknow , im lovin' it . I mean , not lovin' it that i am missing myself from my friends but im lovin' my holidays because almost everyday i spent my day with the boy . But hey , i dont even get bored that i meet boyfie everyday . Not everyday laa . But almost everyday . Hehe .

Anyway , next saturday i might going out with naddy . Girls , who wanna join ? Hehe . And yeah , the escape theme park plan is still on okay! And idk where my bitches gone to . Haha . I bet Eshaa is away at Philipine . And Krisha i'll get to here soon . Okay kris! hehe . And what more ? Bestfr ! I neeeeeeed to meet you! Catch things uppppp! Where are you !? Damn . So mhmkay .

And oh yeah , i got another job offer . It is $8/ hr , being a retail promoter and it is daily paid . You can choose what time to what time you wanna work and what day to what day you wanna work . Its pretty easy . Boyfie working with me too . Yay! hehe . And they will place us at a shop that is near to our living place . I think baby and i will take up this job . Plus today is the interview . Anyway , those who are interested in this job too , and you are at least 14-21 age , you can still apply for it because the company still in need of manpower . Hurry , joinnnn ! Its worth it ! hahaa

Nowwwwww , im waiting for boyfie to end his soccer . grr !

my days

2009-11-29T22:09:00.004+08:00

Okay , its been looooooooooooong since i did a proper post .

Back to Thursday .
Thursday

Last thursday basically went out with baby + cherry + Fiqq + Aie + Maie . It was fun :D Aie really light up the day with his nonsense with cherry and Fiqq . HAHA . Really . So i went to meet baby at my apartment , then we head to Pasir Ris MRT to meet cherry , fiqq and aie . Head down to Bugis and had our lunch at Banquet , Raffles Hospital . I had my Chicken Black Pepper . Niceeeeee! Then after we walked around the bugis junction and stuffs . Aie , cherry and Fiqq was reallyyyyy in the mood to shop. But baby and i just chilled . Haha! Then head down to Iluma , nothing much . But we bumped into Musaa ! Omg , he's working there . haha! Then walked around and i saw this one bikini , sooooo hottttttttttttt ! Red colour some more ! Omg , i cant resist mayn! I reallyyyyyyyy wanted to buy it , but like of course no money! =.="!

So sedeh . *sobs sobs*
Then all of us planned to watch Paranormal Activity movie , but Fiqq wanna watch Astro Boy . =.="! HAHAHA . So we didnt . Then head down to Mozzi , had sisha . woooo nice baybeh! Thennnn Maie joined us after awhile .Laugh here and there . And they started to talk about prom . Theres one conversation fucking funny !

Cherry: Tapi kite nye prom best gila!
Maie: Korang takda prom eh ? *refers to aie & fiqq*
Aie: ada ah tapi kene bayar brape eh Fiqq ? Aku lupe . Kite nye prom kat mana tu... ahhh Raffles Hospital .
All: HAHAHAHAHA , raffles hospital puhh! hahahha
Aie: eh raffles place la . raffles hospital eh hahhahaha
Cherry: hhhahaha Orang sakit kat sane , kau kat situ best-best joget-joget . Hahaha! Nanti patient sume terikut . Beh beh kalau orang pengsan , "DOCTORRR , FAINT FAINT!" hahahahahha
Maie: hahahahah a'ah sia . Beh makan buffet pat Banquet . hahahaha

Me and baby laugh like non-stop ah . Especially cherry & Maie . hehe . At around 8+ pm , we went off from there . At the junction road facing the Raffles hospital , Cherry went "Eh raffles hospital! HAHAHA" And we all went laughing . Sumpah kelakar . hhahaaha . At the bugis MRT station , went seperate ways . Aie , fiqq , cherry and maie went other places while me and baby went to Bugis Junction . Bought famous amos cookies and head back home . In the train had a lil misunderstanding with baby for a short awhile and we get over it . We walked from WS to my apartment just to have a longer time together . Reached at my apartment , we bid goodbye with hugs & kisses . :D

Pictures are with baby! Hehe

FRIDAY

On friday nothing much happen . It is just Hari raya haji . SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI TO ALL MUSLIM & MUSLIMAT ! :D Just went to both my gran's home and home sweet home after that .

SATURDAY

Didnt went out , rot at home . -.-! gaaaahhhhh!

TODAY

Today i went out with baby for job interview . I woke up, get dressed and bussed down to his bus-stop apartment and heavy rain pour down . Then luckily baby called and asked me to wait there . So i waited and suddenly his dad fetched me . I was super shock okay! Haha . He sent us till the Pasir Ris MRT and his dad went off after . We head down to Orchard , Heeren . In the train , i had good time with baby . I had a fun time laghing to stupid jokes and our nonsense together with him . Hehe .

Once reached Heeren , had our job interview . And we got the job . :D But this job is weekly pay , 250bucks to 600bucks per week payment , but the payment is based on commission . Thats the disadvantage of it . BUt the job is simply to promote privilege cards . nyeeehhhh . Ok luh .

After the job interview , we went to Takashimaya and had our lunch at MacD . My shaker frieeeeees! Hehehe . We walked around the mall and look out for things for us to shop together when we get our pay next week . Hehe . Then baby suggested to go back home . Since he was tired . So okay lor . Went back to Pasir Ris . And we slacked at my apartment . I enjoyed my time alone with baby:D

Then after we head down to Baby's crib since his parents asked me to come over for my meal in between lunch and dinner . What isit called if a meal eaten between lunch and dinner ? HAHA , idk . lol . So we took 359 and went over to his crib . His dad , mom , lil sis was there . Had Nasi Lemak , NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! We watched Paranormal Activity and Jennifer Body after that . And i swear , Paranormal Activity was damn fucking scary please ? Omg!

At 8pm , i head back home and baby sent me home . Once reached home , i went to shower straight and while i was washing my face , the image of paranormal activity was on my mind all along . omg , scary sia! Till now , i can still imagine it .

HELP ME SOMEONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

GAAAAAHHHH

2009-11-28T13:14:00.000+08:00

I wanna have this with baby! :D GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2009-11-28T13:10:00.000+08:00

when you love someone, you give them more than just your heart. you give them your lips, your hands, your body and your soul. you give them every part of you that you know they could break, but trust that they won't. you give them the parts of you that they can not only hold in the hands, but also in their hearts. you love them properly, painfully and beautifully.

i'll die together with you

2009-11-28T13:07:00.003+08:00

Girl: What would you do if one day, I died?
Boy: Why?
Girl: Just answer...
Boy: Well, I'd find a way to join you.

2009-11-28T12:51:00.000+08:00

Not only baby , but the other names that makes you feel special .

2009-11-28T12:50:00.000+08:00

Aww. Really breaks my heart

ITS ONLY YOU , ALWAYS

2009-11-28T12:46:00.001+08:00

HEH <3

but i still chose you

2009-11-28T12:45:00.001+08:00

I could’ve chose not to be hurt,
I could’ve chose not to be like this,
I could’ve chose to be free.

But I still chose you,
because you make me happy.
You make me feel special.
You make me feel loved.

2009-11-28T12:43:00.002+08:00

The greatest ! I wanna have my honeymoon sleeptime here . :D
Wonderful!

2009-11-28T12:43:00.001+08:00

and everyday you did

2009-11-28T12:38:00.001+08:00

And everyday you did .

I swear.......

2009-11-28T12:27:00.001+08:00

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my heart

`Coz I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear like a shadow that's by your side
I'll be there

For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the walls

And when just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
`Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all

And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there

For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I swear (I swear) by the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there

For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every (single) beat of my heart
I swear, i swear, oh... i... swear...

To my baby , thats for you too . (:

Its gonna be hard........

2009-11-28T12:15:00.001+08:00

“Well that’s what we do, we fight… You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I’m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you’re back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.”—“So what?”—“So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What’s it look like? If it’s with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that’s what you really wanted. But don’t you take the easy way out.”—“What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.”—“Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do you want? What do you want?”—The Notebook (2004)

It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day.

just you i need

2009-11-28T12:03:00.002+08:00

"When we love, we always strive to become better
than we are. When we strive to become better than

we are, everything around us becomes better too."

Engkau adalah sempurna bagiku

2009-11-28T12:00:00.000+08:00

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

[Reff:]
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

[Reff:]
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

To my sweetheart , thats for you . (:

Youre all i need

2009-11-26T18:30:00.000+08:00

In every ways.

how much i envy the others

2009-11-26T18:27:00.002+08:00

I was browsing profiles in Myspace/Facebook ranging from design students to party people to gig goers to hxc dancers to breakdancers to perfect couples to blah blah blah. Cut the crap. Main point is, I realised that somehow, at times, I do envy those couples. Not referring to the couple shared-profiles, but to those individual profiles belonging to some sweet couples. Be it the female or the male party, both did mention each other in their about me etcetera. Even if it’s just one word. I’ve always wanted to see my name in the someone special’s profile. But ever since back then, the lucky guy I was with have always been those into ‘discreet/low-profile relationships’. Till now.

Just my luck, prolly? I don’t think I’ll ever feel the joy of feeling ‘special seeing my name written there, and knowing that the special someone isn’t embarrassed to claim me as his’. Actually, all this thoughts came to me when I was checking my dusty MS, and having nothing better to do, I profile-hopped my topfriends, which of course includes my bby’s profile. I won’t deny that I did feel a tinge of disappointment (altho I felt that all those while when I was still active in MS).

But oh well. I understand his situation from his past experience. Just so yknow, whatever it is, I still love you to the hardcore max WIRA DANDIAR. Hugkiss² to you if you ever read this <3

This is what you call love. ♥

2009-11-26T18:25:00.001+08:00

This is what you call love. ♥

2009-11-26T18:24:00.000+08:00

YES , MY BABY! :D

Its worth for you .

2009-11-26T18:22:00.000+08:00

"I was perfectly happy killing myself but then
you asked me to try, and for the first time
in my life it felt like someone actually gave

a shit, and that person was worth trying for."

It's worth for you .

stay please

2009-11-26T18:20:00.000+08:00

No , im not . Im only good when youre with me . Stay please .

Dont expect in love

2009-11-26T18:15:00.001+08:00

Dont expect too much on me baby . I might just break your heart .

Who's prettier ? -.-

2009-11-26T18:10:00.002+08:00

And in the end, it’s not about who was skinnier or who’s prettier. It’s about who can survive through all the name calling and dirty looks. It’s about who has the strength to not care.

Never the slightest thought

2009-11-26T18:09:00.000+08:00

I really didn’t. I love you, Wira.

I just need that now .

2009-11-23T12:33:00.001+08:00

I just need that now .

THere has to be something more

2009-11-23T12:31:00.000+08:00

than getting perfect grades, going to university and getting a high-paying job. You’ll probably die rich, but not die happy. And I wonder why is it so hard to be happy. Here I am falling short of expectations simply because I don’t want to follow that route, no matter what people say. I haven’t got the heart to do things I don’t want to do. Yet it seems like everyone is made to think that you’ve got to have a degree of sorts, get a stable job before you’re considered successful or even making something out of your life. What if I want something more than that? Something more than just a degree or a job people will nod their heads in approval at? I sortof am tired trying to be what they want me to be. You can’t live your life to make others happy right? Not when it’s the rest of your life you’re talking about. Yet there has to be something more, something more than this. I need to find some meaning in life. Need to. Want to. Have to. Got to.

No one notice

2009-11-23T12:27:00.000+08:00

“Dear diary, I made it through the day. I must’ve said ‘I’m fine, thanks,’ at least 37 times and I didn’t mean it once. But no one noticed.”

Nope , no one notice . No one notice .

2009-11-23T12:26:00.001+08:00

But everynight i teared and the first roll is from both side , because i miss you .

2009-11-23T12:25:00.001+08:00

At two in the morning, she decided for the plunge. Water got caught in her lungs as soon as she frantically wallowed through the sea for air. The liquid surrounding her weak self felt cool against her skin. The lower surface was closing in on her, gravity helping in the dirty work as well. She didn’t need a lifesaver. If only you could see that she needed you instead, mister.

2009-11-23T12:23:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, no matter how long or how hard you’ve loved someone, they’ll never love you back. And it’s sad, but no matter how much it hurts, you have to move on and be okay with that.

Im aching for your touch

2009-11-23T12:15:00.003+08:00

498.) You haven't hugged me in 4 days. I am aching for your touch more than ever.

shopping soonz!

2009-11-23T12:01:00.002+08:00

Getting most of that (above pic) by next wee k . Shopping with the loverboy to get all that! :D

Cant wait! Its Monday again . =.="! Well , i have job interview at 2pm later . So hopefully i will get it . Pray hard maynz .

Im eating chips . Anyone wants have some ?
And yeappp , ive put songs in my blog . My blog sounds sooo silent . -.-! And oh! The number 1 song is my fav! Wooo! :D

i better start enjoying life

2009-11-22T17:18:00.002+08:00

You know , i better start enjoying life now .
Gonna paint my nails red plus polka dots . How cute . Then after meeting family to Expo .
Oh wells .

* I hope my loverboy is doing well .

2009-11-22T17:17:00.000+08:00

And i wondered till now,
How the littlest acts of yours could be the source of my happiness.

Happy 9 months , lovelies !

2009-11-22T17:12:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 9MONTHS LOVE ! :D

Though youre far away from me , i still felt excited at night . Well , Im still waiting for your return . Come back soon baby! Cant wait to spent a day w you again . A belated one should do . (:

I love you. I love your eyes. I love your smell. I love your hair. I love your laugh. I love your skin. I love everything inside you. And I'll try to make all the parts that I find, happy. Because you make me happy. So much.

♥ you !

come back soon baby , please ?

2009-11-22T17:07:00.000+08:00

i miss my baby’s warm hugs and the smell of his skin.

i miss the sweet taste of his lips.

i miss staring into his eyes, then looking at his eyebrows noticing how perfectly shaped they are.

i miss looking at his teeth, although not perfectly aligned, they’re always shiny.

i miss giggling slightly and softly when he displays his vices - twitching, blinking rapidly and the way his upper lip arches to the right when he talks sometimes .

Come back soon baby :(

would like this pleaseeee

2009-11-22T17:02:00.000+08:00

Would like this pleaseeeeee

// i just realize so

2009-11-22T16:59:00.001+08:00

I just realize so .

Words Women Use and What They Really Mean

2009-11-21T18:38:00.001+08:00

Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.

Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it’s an even trade.

Nothing - This means “something”, and you should be on your toes. “Nothing” is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. “Nothing” usually signifies an argument that will last “Five Minutes” and end with “Fine”.

Go Ahead - At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.

Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows) - This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over “Nothing” and will end with the word “Fine”.

Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) - This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care” You will get a “Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by “Nothing” and “Fine” and she will talk to you in about “Five Minutes” when she cools off.

Loud Sigh - This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over “Nothing”.

Soft Sigh - Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.

That’s Okay - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and in conjunction with a “Raised Eyebrow”.

Please Do - This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn’t get a “That’s Okay”.

Thanks - A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you’re welcome.

Thanks A Lot - This is much different from “Thanks.” A woman will say, “Thanks A Lot” when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the “Loud Sigh.” Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the “Loud Sigh,” as she will only tell you “Nothing”.

friends , lovers , or nothing

2009-11-21T18:35:00.000+08:00

There’s no such thing as in-betweens.

Days like these, I feel like I’m an empty shell. And I don’t know how much I can keep letting you unravel me. We were worlds apart as you can see. Cause now I know what we can’t have and it’s so unfair.

Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend. To the heart and mind, ignorance is kind. There’s no comfort in the truth, stop telling me how pretty a lie can be. We’re so condemned to believe that love is a myth.

Now you can sing, Sometimes It Feels Like A Bad Dream.

I will do anything to put a smile on your face

2009-11-21T18:32:00.002+08:00

“If possible, I’d have went over to take care of you.. I’d do anything to put a smile on your face.”

is this something forever ?

2009-11-21T18:29:00.001+08:00

“Maybe I would have protected my heart from some things, but would that really have been better? To hold myself apart because I was too scared that something might not be forever.”

woman always stands for themselves

2009-11-21T18:17:00.000+08:00

“A woman can handle almost anything if you tell her the truth about it, but if you lie to her, you will undermine her faith in herself, and ultimately her trust in you. Tell her the truth. Let her work it out. You can damage love and love will repair; but once you damage trust, you’ve got a rough road to walk. A lie needs support, but the truth stands alone.”

no point for me to breathe

2009-11-21T18:12:00.001+08:00

I love you. I love your eyes. I love your smell. I love your hair. I love your laugh. I love your skin. I love everything inside you. And I'll try to make all the parts that I find, happy. Because you make me happy. So much.

Imma happy happy girl !

2009-11-21T18:00:00.002+08:00

So finally i found the beret that i have been searching all this while. I found this blogshop and finally they have the burete i wanted all this long . So whenever i have a bad hair day , god that burete will save me! I wanted the dark blue but then there is no more stock . But grey is fine . :D It matches with anything tho , right ? That beret is hot maynz! haha . Imma happy happy girl! wooo! :D

Anyway , yeah . Ive been busy with things alot lately . And my blogshop is still under construction . Photoshoot on monday and will update the blogshop by monday too . So on tuesday is ready spread the blogshop . I need $$$$$$ ! Gosh . I really need to search for a job soon . I need to get my hair done ! My hair needs updates too . Haha , wth . -.-!

Anyway , gosh i miss baby!
Ehhhh i miss rara + my girls too lehhz! Bila mau jumpe !? Nyeeeeeeeekkk . Hopefully the trip to Escape Theme Park on December everyone will turn up .

Baby , cuddle me !

2009-11-21T11:10:00.001+08:00

Yes , my baby!
Im feeling shivering cold right now . :(

2009-11-21T10:31:00.000+08:00

MOVIE DATE //

2009-11-21T09:53:00.003+08:00

I miss boyfr kissing me that way . :(

Well , boyfr is away to johor for 3days . I begged him to stay but he cant . He have to . How sad . Now , im missing boyfr . Hopefully he will go fast and comfast fast & safely . Maybe gonna fetch him from the bus station at Bugis on monday . Hehee .

Anyway , yesterday i didnt turned up for the BBQ Pit for the change agents . Im sorry Krisha + Eshaa . Miss you bitches . Meet soonz please ! And slumber party coming up Eshaa ! MUST! Before you leave to Philipines okay! Haha:D Anyway , i didnt turned up because i went for a movie date w baby . Heheee! We watched '2012' . At last i get to watch that movie though i dont believe me . -.-! In the cinema , loverboy and i kept saying "Oh Crap!" HAHA . Funny lehhhz ! The movie was like for 2hours and 50minutes ? Almost 3hours huh! I was feeling so cold inside and baby cuddle me like a lil baby . Haha! Really! He pat my head as we watched the movie and i almost fell to sleep because i feel so cozy when he cuddle me and pat my head . Heheee!

Anyway , Thanks baby for the movie treat! Next my turn kay kay! :D
Heheee . So after the movie , we went to my apartment area and had quality time . We took pretty much pictures and everytime i snap a picture and we view it , he will say , "EEE my hair!" And therefore i gave him a "-.-!" look . He hate his hair 'cause he just trimmed it . But yeaa , i prefer his old hair anyway too . Haha! And guess what ? He went to delete all the pictures from my DSLR and then no picture left . alamaaak that boy ahh! Sheeesssshhhh!

Parted with xoxoxo .
And he went home . Thats for the day and i apologise to Krisha & Eshaa for not turning up the BBQ . SORRY GIRLS !

Runaway love

2009-11-18T14:07:00.003+08:00

Our 9th monthsary is coming in 4more days and i still do not know what should i get for baby!!!!!
OMG !

Anyway , yesterday night baby and i had this conversation . See this......

Baby: Im gg to johor for kahwin . 3days taw baby .
Me: Huh!? You nak kahwin !?!?
Baby: eh i mean ada perkahwinan . My sedara nye . hahahaha nak kahwin eh . I cuma nak kahwin dengan baby je .
Me: Ye ke ? Why me ?
Baby: Yes baby . Because i know you will stay w me forever . :)
Me: aawww baby! :) Hehee

Sweet sia! HAHAHA . But 3days w/o him . A day w.o him already feels like hell . :(

Gosh!

Anyway , baby asked me out on Friday . Like of course i wanna go out w him! HAHA . And the strange thing is , he asked me to cancel every plan of min on that day and be only w him . And idk hows the BBQ . I want to go but i want to spent the day only w baby too since he gonna be away for 3days the next day . omg , how ? :o

Anyway , im missing baby right now .
Baby gonna come in awhile and it took so loooooooonnngggggggg for him to reach my crib . Ass uh him ! Ass but still love ah . Haha! Gahhh , anyway i feel like asking all my girls for a reunion this saturday . How eh ? Idk . And yeah , outing to Escape Theme Park is postponed to December because i need more timw w baby before november ends and before baby leave me . :( Im soooo gonna be sad and moody the rest of my holiday . And yah , i also thought of getting a work on December . But where ? Idk . Anyone knows any job that needs a part-time worker ? Gaaahhhhhh! :o

And alamak , i miss bestfr laa!
BESTFR ! MANE KAAAAAAAAAAAAAU !?
HAHA

Best of all , he loves me

2009-11-18T11:30:00.001+08:00

Hiiiii . this is my boyfriend. he makes me smile. he likes to eat my food. he likes to sleep . he likes to play games.

but best of all, he loves me.

If you think 2012 is bullshit

2009-11-18T11:27:00.003+08:00

''I feel sorry for the people who are perceived by the media that they forget about their religion and logic teachings. One hot topic that has been rumored around the world is the 2012 conspiracy. I mean, even if the world is ending, why are you repenting now? I can't believe that the media would picture the end of the world in such a way that millions of people would believe the exact date.

What if on the date itself, people commit suicide, rob or kill anyone because they believe this conspiracy so much that they would die ahead from that moment of time. Imagine how this thought or fear impacts a person. Imagine how paranoid people will be. All these creasing havoc because of the influencing mass media. I wouldn't mind if it was scientifically proven. But sadly, it already has been. Look at how desperate these people are at earning money''. - Via Sawskey/lj.

Its all magic when i think of you .

2009-11-17T17:50:00.002+08:00

It’s all just magic when I think about you.
And im starting to miss your warm smile and hug baby . :/

I miss naddy!

2009-11-17T17:40:00.002+08:00

At last , ive changed skin ! :D
Yeaaaay! I guess this is the only skin that satisfy me . Haah . Anyway , i chat-ed with Naddy awhile ago . Omg , i miss her laaa ! And she's becoming hot please ? Okay , i sound like a les ? HAHA , wtf . Naddy ! Meet soonz keh! Rinduuuuuu! :D

Baby thought i have a twin when he first saw this pic and i went laughing . Hehe .

And somehow , i miss Elyssa too lehhz! :o

Gahh , miss our awesome three ! :(

the outcome

2009-11-17T16:17:00.003+08:00

Yknow , i have been glueing my eyes on this computer for hours . Im alone at home . No one is here . Baby is coming to the rescue later to kill my boredom . Yes , at last tere is someone to be with . Well , baby is always there when i need him . Sweet aint he ? Say 'awww' now ! Hahaha . wtf . Okay anyway , life has been a struggle for me . Especially when boyfr is gg to leave . I dont know how im gonna start living when he's gone . Okay , better not talk abt this or i'll just shed to tears . okay ssshhhhhhhhh!

Now , im waiting for boyfr to arrive . Slowpoke sia him!
Okay , anyway im sick of this skin . I wanna change but i dont know what skin is nice . Oh goddamn it . I'll change later then anyway . Oh yeah , anyway i know i have not been updating about my life so shall i ? I dont know . Im pretty lazy yknw . Haha lol . Shitxz . Anyway ah people , in 5mre days time its baby's and i 9th monthsary ! :D
WOOHOOOOOO! cant wait lehhz . But sadly , baby going to be away for 3days to johor , saturday - monday . And it feels so fucky . Yknow why ? Because...................................

OUR MONTHSARY IS ON SUNDAY HE'S FUCKING GONNA GO TO FUCKING JOHOR !!!!!!!

ass . -.-!
nevermind laaa . Guess we'll just have a belated one on tuesday to Escape Theme Park . Friday maybe gonna have picnic with babylove by the seaside or we gonna go cycling . Hopefully . If noe , movie date with babylove . Cant wait lehhz! And oh yahhh , Friday there is an BBQ for the change agents . I dont know i should go or not but my two bitches are going . So i guess im going after a day with babylove ? I guess so . Hehe :D

Plans for this week:

Tuesday - rot at home .
Wednesday - Meeting krisha and meeting baby afterwards .
Thursday - Meeting bestfr or boyfr uhhhh .
Friday - Date with babylove !
Saturday - Meeting my girls maybe ? Heh
Sunday - Outing with family .

Things to do by this week :

1 . Movie date and picnic with babylove by the seaside . Its a must ! Then we'll have our cycling trip and Escape Theme Park next week kay baby ? Hehe

2. Meet bestfr ! I missing her right now .

3 . Get a surprise for baby for our 9th monthsary!

4. Meet my girls on saturday !!!!! Hopefully everyone can make it uhhhhhhh . Rindu lehhhz!

so cute !

2009-11-17T13:13:00.000+08:00

Omg , so cute ! :D

i love you much more than that baby .

2009-11-17T12:32:00.003+08:00

I love you much more than that baby . [:

feel like giving up ?

2009-11-17T12:32:00.001+08:00

Very true indeed .

FML

2009-11-17T12:02:00.001+08:00

Today, I found out that I’m going to be a mother. This was a mystery, since I take birth control and use condoms all the time. Or, at least, it was, until my mother admitted to swapping my pills and poking holes in my condoms so she could have a grandchild before she died. FML

HAHA wtf .

2009-11-16T20:32:00.001+08:00

Baby , treat me this one day please ? :D
Hehee!

HAHA , wtf ? fuck you!

2009-11-16T20:29:00.001+08:00

This stone is located in the Notre-Dame-des-Neiges Cemetery, Montreal. Who penned this unusual epitaph and why is not known. But the Montreal Mirror found the man who engraved the headstone, but were only able to determine that the guy’s (who’s burried) ex-wife and mistress came in together and ordered the stone. They said that it was a thing between the three of them. So think twice before you cheat your wife! (Note: this story was confirmed by snopes)

HAHA , wtf !?

errrrrrrr.....

2009-11-16T20:27:00.001+08:00

Hopefully, now no one will ask what happened to him. :/

frog-like baby

2009-11-16T20:24:00.000+08:00

Frog-like Baby

On 2006, this bizarre-looking baby was born in Charikot, the headquarters of Dolakha district, attracting a huge number of onlookers to witness the astonishing sight.

The neck-less baby with its head almost totally sunk into the upper part of the body and with extraordinarily large eyeballs literally popping out of the eye-sockets, was born to Nir Bahadur Karki and Suntali Karki at the Gaurishnkar Hospital in Charikot. The Karki couple is a permanent resident of Dolakha’s Bhirkot VDC.

The bizarre baby, however, died after half an hour of its birth, Suntali, the mother, informed. It was taken to the hospital after its death. The news about such a baby being brought to the hospital spread like wildfire and there were hundreds gathered at the hospital to have a look. The police had to be deployed to control the crowd.

The baby weighed 2kg at birth and was born after the normal nine-month gestation period. Suntali, already a mother of two normal daughters, was not suffering from any illness duringthe pregnancy. Nir Bahadur, the father, says he does not feel any remorse for the newly-born baby’s death. “I am happy that nothing happened to my wife,” he said.

NOTE: Our readers, Becca and Andrew, report us that “the baby has a condition called anencephaly, a neural tube defect (like the cyclops baby), with no proper brain formation. The baby would have died a few days later. That’s why women are advised to take folate in early pregnancy.”

Scary much ? :/

lion or dog ?

2009-11-16T20:21:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA
Though i dont really like dogs , but this is a good one ! :D
Good one to fool someone ! Haha . Lion or dog ? BOTH !

poop soup ? eeewwwwww !

2009-11-16T20:19:00.001+08:00

Poop Soap

What is that doing next to the sink? At first glance, it doesn’t look like soap. But, it really is, and it has an appealing cappuccino scent! So close your eyes and wash up. Each piece is carefully crafted by hand–no two are exactly alike. 2-3 pieces, depending on size.

wtf !?

Eeeeeewwwwwwwww ! It looks like shit . And fo'sure i wouldnt want to wash my dish with that though it is soup . Yikes ! hahaha

honeymoon ?baby

2009-11-16T20:14:00.002+08:00

This heart-shaped island in the Adriatic became a hit on Google Earth for Valentine’s Day. The uninhabited island is only 130,000 square yards and is called Galesnjak. The owner didn’t even know how perfectly this island off the Croatian coast was until he was swamped with requests from couples to stay there. (Source)

Baby , lets have our honeymoon there! :D
We could have our own place , our own private time , watch the moon and sunset clearly and alone w/o no one one around to disturb . It feels so wow !
Honeymoon baby ? hehe

strange finds

2009-11-16T20:09:00.001+08:00

The world’s smallest mother is about to give birth for the third time - despite warnings she is risking her life.

Stacey Herald, who is just 2ft 4in tall, was told that becoming pregnant could kill her, but bravely defied doctors to have two babies half her height.

The 35-year-old from Dry Ridge, Kentucky in the U.S. suffers from Osteogenesis Imperfecta, which causes brittle bones and underdeveloped lungs, and means she failed to grow.

Now Mrs Herald, who uses a wheelchair, and her husband Will, who is 5ft 9in, are eagerly awaiting the birth of their third baby, due in the next four weeks.

Currently as wide as she is tall, she cannot hold her daughter because her belly gets in the way, and has to rely on her husband to do most things around the house.

She admits being pregnant is ‘uncomfortable’ and leaves her bedridden for weeks on end.

By the time the new addition, a boy, is one he will already tower over his mother.

But despite all the obstacles, the mother and father, a trainee priest, say they want even more children.

The couple met in 2000 while working for a supermarket in their home town and were desperate for a family after marrying in 2004.

But doctors warned Mrs Herald a baby would grow so large inside her tiny body it would eventually crush her organs, strangling her from the inside out.

Mrs Herald said: ‘It broke my heart that I couldn’t have kids.

‘All my life my parents had told me that I could do anything. Then there were these doctors telling me that we couldn’t be a complete family. It really hurt.’

wow! Read more here .

2009-11-16T13:50:00.001+08:00

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.

all you need is love

2009-11-16T13:49:00.001+08:00

As wise men have said:

all you need is love.

date w boyfr !

2009-11-14T11:16:00.002+08:00

Im soooo hungry . :(

Anyone have food ? HAHA , lol . Okay , plans for today is to meet Vans at Yishun then dating with my lovely boy . Teeheeee , cant wait lehhz! Gonna watch movie with baby . Yippyyyyyy! :D

Updates soon ok!

oh shit its true

2009-11-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

Oh shit its true .

kewwwwwwl shitxz

2009-11-12T20:43:00.000+08:00

omg , kewwwwwwl shitxz !
I wanna have a bling-bling nails ! :D hehe

the person you are

2009-11-12T20:40:00.000+08:00

Because sometimes you have to step outside the person you’ve been and remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are.

enjoy who you are right now

2009-11-12T13:21:00.001+08:00

i think sometimes the best thing you can do is to stop trying to figure out who you are and where you’re going, and just enjoy where and who you are right now.

the rules of love

2009-11-12T13:19:00.000+08:00

FML

2009-11-11T22:38:00.001+08:00

Today, at school, I got stuck in the elevator and was about to panic before I remembered I had my phone. I called my mother and she called the school to tell them that I was stuck. They got me out in a few minutes and then confiscated my phone and gave me two detentions for using it in school. FML

HAHA

i wont dissapear

2009-11-11T22:33:00.001+08:00

“You can try and hide your feelings but they won’t disappear.”

choose to stay or walk away

2009-11-11T22:32:00.001+08:00

“Anyone can easily walk away from somebody else. Nobody is forced to stay; we all have choices. The real test is if someone would rather stay with you, even though walking away could be so much easier.”

FML

2009-11-11T11:13:00.001+08:00

I lost my contacts and got angry. So be it. Let me cool down by myself. You know people have tantrums and sometimes, it’s best you just leave them alone and stop provoking them.

But you didn’t. You even complained on my rudeness and I totally dislike people shouting at my ears when I am hungry, moodless and sleepy for goodness sake.

Can this night get any worser?

Im scared i'll lose you......

2009-11-11T10:50:00.003+08:00

Yknow , every night i cried to sleep . Every night before both of us go to bed , we will either call / text each other sweet goodnight msges . After every call / text goodnight msges , both of us promise to go to bed together and sleep at the same time . I dreaming of you , and you dreaming of me . Whenever there is a bad dream , i will straightaway wake up and the first think that came into my mind is to call you because im scared . Everytime i had a bad dream , i straightaway wake up , called you and you will always comfort me . "Im here baby . Im here for you . Dont worry . Everything is gonna be fine babylove . Go to sleep now alright , i love you . " I am too confort by you and i cant even imagine what i am gonna be when youre not around anymore . I dont even want to imagine how it will without you in my life anymore . But sadly we gonna be far apart .

"It is better for us to be far away from each other rather than be apart , right baby ?"

I teared immediately when you say that to me . I still just cant accept the fact you gonna be far away from me . How am i gonna live alone ? Stranded alone without you by myside ? What is going to happen to me if something happened to me ? I cant contact you ! I would rather be slaved alive rather than facing the reality thats gonna happened in the future . Everynight i cried to sleep . Everynight before i go to sleep , i will look at our pictures and cried . Tears cant stop everytime i think of you , about whats gonna happened to us . Why must it be the one facing this ? why must you go ? why cant you stay ? why must be you ? Why must you leave ? Whats gonna happened to us later ? No communication , hard to meet , whats going to happened ? Moreover im facing a major paper next year in my life and my future is depended whether i succeed in my life or not . Why must at this particular time you must go ? Why why ? Why you ? Everynight i pray for you , begging to god for you to stay . Done let him go far away from me .

I love him now, And i'll love him till forever. The closest thing i have now, is the dreams of him. He is my bestfriend. He is my lover . He is my life . He is my pillar of strength. He is my everything , forever . Im gonna miss very little thing we do. Im gonna miss every lil' thing of us. Im gonna miss you so much. Do you?

I love you, Baby.

I love you undyingly.

I love you.

I just got more to write but i think thats enough because enough tears had rolled down .

the reason why i choose to stay with you

2009-11-11T10:44:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's night chat with the loverboy .

Me: baby baby! See this .
Her: What do you notice when you other girls ?
Him: That they are not you .
Awww , sweet kan baby! hehe
Baby: aww , yeaaap . But im sorry im aint like him .
Me: huh , why ? what ymean ?
Baby: Because what i notice when i see other girls are that they dont deserve your place .
Me: aaawwww baby! :(

Thats the reason why i choose to stay with you . (:

find the right one

2009-11-11T10:43:00.001+08:00

“ i truly believe that guys are misunderstood creatures. it’s not that boys sucks. it’s just that you girls failed to find the right boy. boys were made to be perfect in the eyes of specific individuals. there’s no such thing as a perfect boy. but there’s such thing as a match made in heaven. when you get your heart broken by some boy, that only tells you you’ve picked the wrong boy and that the boy was not meant for you. love is hard. keep trying, keep finding. it is through heartaches you will find your knight in shining armour.

I am not finding , i am not picking .
Because i choose you baby .

I never stop loving him

2009-11-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

I never stop loving him . (:

do you baby ?

2009-11-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

Do you baby ?

2009-11-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

not much time left

2009-11-10T20:03:00.002+08:00

Andddddddddddddd...............

We are okay already right now after we talk things out and consoling him . Everything is fine right now . I just hope , things will be much better as days goes . I have not much time left . Yknow what i mean . I wont see much often anymore . I dont even know if im gonna see you again or not . Time is running out . How i wish i have every seconds with you right now . Yknow, i will miss every parts of you when youre gone .

I better stop now . Im just too tired to cry anymore .
Im just hopping for good things to come .

you got me love sick

2009-11-10T19:59:00.000+08:00

Yes , you do baby .
And im missing you badly right now . :(

misses + loves

2009-11-10T10:23:00.003+08:00

To all my girls up there ;

Girlfriends , we gonna have an outing to Escape Theme Park / Wild Wild Wet at Downtown East on 18november or 25november . Its not confirmed yet but we are just arranging . Time not sure yet . When the days are near , confirm with yguys soon . But i reallyyyyyyyy hope that all of you can make it because it has been months we last met right ? :D
Why not we have reunion together and have fun together , get wet and all together once in a time , rightttttttt ? Hope yguys can make it ! :D Tell me earlier if youre going yeahppppp . I miss yguys damn muchhhhhh lehhz !

MISSES + LOVEEEEEES ! :D
xoxo

sorry was never meant

2009-11-10T10:20:00.002+08:00

Andddddddddd.........

I just need my baby right now . :(
Badly . I need to hear his voice , his hugs , his kisses , his laughters , his smile , his three words , to hold his hands tightly.......

And i just goes on .
Baby , call me please ? I need you and i need to talk things out with you , please ?
Im sorry :(

dudeeeeeee !

2009-11-10T10:15:00.002+08:00

Sometimes , i just feel like i miss the awesome three of us . :(
I dont know . Like , we're together . But somehow , things just wreck up and i dont know what happened to us . Where are we ? Where is the us ? Whats happened ?

It just remain silence......
I miss you two ! :(
DUDEEEEEEEE ! haha , our favourite word , dude .

to dearest bestfriend.......

2009-11-10T10:06:00.003+08:00

To my dearest bestfriend-forever ;

Things in your life right now may seems haywire right now . But baby , take it slow alright . Dont stress yourself out . The matter that you told me yesterday night that you had been keeping from me , its not a big deal to me . Im aint angry or have any bad feeling towards you or what kay . Nothing is gonna wreck our friendship . (:
I'll rest asure of that to you . I know , sometimes in life theres is just something that everyone will keep to themselves because its too personal . So yeaaa , i understand it kay bestfr ! Our 2years anni coming , cant waaaaaaaaait oi ! haha . I just feel like having a picnic only with you , bestfr day out , lay a map on the field , we lie together on the field and just talk things out . Talk about how we met , what we've gone through , how we make it till the friendship is 2years strong and still going strong ............... Many that i wanna share with you but i just need time . (:
2years anni kay babe ! hehe . And baby , dont stress out 'cause i know that your boyf its gonna be much okay with it and about the rest ; you know who , i'll help you out alright . Im always here for you anytime you need me ! When youre down , or you need someone to talk to , or someone who you just want to blurt things out , or when you need someone to comfort you....... Easy say , anytime you need me . Okay ? SMILEEEEEEEE okay! :D
aku sayaaaaang kau ! haha

BESTFRIEND FROEVER ! =D

2009-11-10T10:05:00.001+08:00

2009-11-10T09:56:00.000+08:00

"................ I don’t like you, but I love you
Seems I’m always thinking of you,
You treat me badly, I love you madly"

love exists

2009-11-10T09:32:00.000+08:00

“if you desire love in your life, cultivate it in yourself, in your own dreams and desires, in the mark you want to make during your brief span here, in the lessons learned, in the smiles as much as the scars. fill yourself up with love, rather than waiting for someone to do it for you.”

i do love you

2009-11-10T09:28:00.001+08:00

I dont think that i think i love you .
But i know i love you because i do love you , baby .

worst day

2009-11-10T09:05:00.004+08:00

Sooooo , yesterday i met baby . :D

And i am soooo happy please ? Its been days since i last met him . So i woke up early and watched the teevee straight away since it was still early. See ! How excited i am to meet him till i woke up early . Hehe . I got myself ready after i watched 'Chuck' . Had my breakfast ; fries + guava juice . Out from house and took the bus 81 . Drop at Central bus-stop , took bus 12 till simei . Drop there and walked towards baby's gran house . Yknow , what makes me think weirdly is ; since im out from my house > took the bus > head down to simei > till baby's gran house ; everyone thats around me and walks beside me or whatever looks at me one of a kind . Its like everytime i walk and wherever i walk , i got the attention of the people . I mean like , why ? What , is my shirt torn ? I didnt button my shirt ? Something that looks weird on me or what!? Because i really scares me yknow .

So whatever . Reached baby's gran house already , waited for baby to come down . Once i saw him , i gave him a tighttttt hug . Hehe! Miss him like fucking fucking soooo much yknow ! Then we head towards the MRT station . And surprisingly , baby wanted to go suntec . I mean like , out of the blue baby ? haha!

baby: b , we go suntec jap kay .
me: uhhh why ? alaaa , taknak uh . Jauh uh . I lazy nak pegy jauh-jauh b .
baby: alaaa , can laaah .
me: why , for what ? Want see pretty girls ah ? See Lady Gaga ?
baby: HAHAHAHAHA *pinches me* ahhh yah-yah . See lady gaga . HAHAHAHA
me: hmmmm yelah .

Anyway , lady gaga is an inside joke baby and i made up . HEHEHE .
So i just followed . We went to suntec . In the train , baby kept disturbing me . Sumpah irritating macam nak gigit ! HAHA . But i had a good time laughing with my baby uh . hehe

Okay , there's this one point its soooo fucking funny please ? HAHA

Baby: *straining his eyes looking at the electronic panel which states what stop that is now *
me: *looking outside*
baby: baby , baby ! cepat turun !
me: huh , apa b?
baby: tak . Sekarang kan cityhall . Cepat la turun !
me: otak you b ! HAHAHAHA . its not cityhall yet la !
baby: Beh kat board tu tulis..... maksiam..... ke apa
me: HAHAHAHAHA ! maksiam apa b? mak siam takda . mee siam atau mak ayam ada ! HAHAHAHAH
baby: eh i mean bugis ! maksiam eh . apa kejadah tu . hahahhaha
me: tu uhhhhh ! baby baby....

hehehehe ! see how slenge can he be ? So then we drop off at cityhall not at 'maksiam' . HAHAHA . Then we head down to suntec . Baby kept whinning he's feeling cold. So i cuddle him all the way . Then we head down to the basement . Headed to a bag shop and I showed baby the bag that i badly want since last time . Then after we went to Burger King .

I was so hungry and wanted to eat badly that time . My stomach had been growling since just now . So i was about to walk up to the counter , suddenly Zul texted me about the saturday . Baby quickly snatched my phone away from my hand and he read it . He got pissed off because he got to know that Zul was there on Saturday when i actually didnt told baby that there was a guy when i went out with my girls . And a war started . Baby gave me a face of 'i-gave-up-on-you-and-i-dont-know-what-else-i-must-do' . So yeah , baby started to be angry with me and all . And i started to be pissed at that point of time too because why the fuck must Zul texted me at that point of time ! Now , because of the msg , we got into a fight . Because of the msg , the whole day baby didnt talked to me after that . Because of the msg , baby didnt forgive me was on the verge of even giving up on me . Because of the msg , we didnt even spent time together when we supposed to . Because of the msg , baby didnt even contacted me the whole day after we went seperate ways , which is when we got home . I was sooooo fucking pissed off . Like really . Okay , get back at Burger King . So both of us didnt even ate after the msg incident . Baby just straight away walk out from BK and left me alone there . I was there speechless and stonned . After a few moments , baby came back with a big plastic bag and he said "It's for you baby . " When i looked inside , baby had bought for me the bag that i badly want since last time . I was soooo fucking speechless there after . I dont know what should i say or how should i react next . Its like , eventhough i just made him mad + angry + hurt , he still make up something for me .

And i literally i teared there .
Oh cm'mon , how sweet can he be ? :(
Then we went out of BK and head back home straight away . I was pretty upset , but yeah . What to do . So he sent me back home and he went home after that . And for the rest of the day , he didnt contacted me though i tried to contact me .

Well , its literally Zul's fault anyway because its my fault too . I didnt informed baby . But yeaaa , i am pissed with Zul because why must he text me abt on saturday at that point of time when he should be texting me the 'thanking of saturday.....' msg on saturday itself or on the next day , sunday right ?

Now , everything is haywire because of one msg only . FUCK .