Wednesday, October 28, 2009
the horror of next year
Self declare again today :D
Promotion day is today . Hopefully i got to be promoted to sec4 . And i badly , fucking fucking badly wanna go to 4F and not 4G . Its not what , but i think being in a better NA class the environment is better . Is better to learn . Im having Nlvl next year . And my aim is to fucking get top in Nlvl . I want to be the top Nlvl student . Thats my aim . I know its big . But who says its impossible ? Fuck you. Maybe not in the whole Singapore , but in my school ? That'll reach my dream . Starting of the year, i am gonna start my workings on Nlvl straight away . Fuck you , i dont wanna end up in ITE . oh , please no . Praying hard i would get to promote to 4F . I heard that those top 10 position in sec 3G will go to 4F and the bottom 10 position in sec 3F will go to 4G . So yeap , hope luck is on my side . Ive put all my effort though .
But still i'll have a hard time to juggle my studies and my love affair next year .
Baby: baby , i dont know whats gonna happen to us next year .
Me: what ymean baby ?
Baby: yeah , you gonna sit for Nlvl and you will be busy with studies and i will be left alone here .
Me: baby , dont say that . We'll go through this together alright.
Baby: Im sure you gonna ask for a time out .
Me: baby , nooo . I wont do such things . Dont say that . :(
Baby: Dont leave me please? :(
Me: No i wont :)
How? yeahp , but for sure , insyallah , i wont ask for a time out if i can juggle well . So well . Baby is having soccer training right now and he left me alone at home now . Boohooooo :(
But im gonna meet him after his soccer training later and we gonna have a movie date later . Cant wait ! :D Hehehehe _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
